human life is complex

on the surface level, I feel life in general is just normal. but obviously when I think about it harder and go more deep into my thinking, I find that life of any creature on this earth is complex. I just say human life because that's what I think I've experienced (I could've been reincarnated or something, not sure). 

I think about the millions of ants living in their ant beds and doing their chores. taking care of newborns, creating more livable space, looking for food, and defending. they have a purpose it seems. they do something for their community. they are programmed this way. and I come around and step on a phew when I run in the grass, ruining someone's ant family.

I see people going through simple problems. small, tiny, fixable problems and they complain about it like it's the end of the world. maybe it's the way I'm raised or how I've built myself, but I just don't see that extremely necessary. 

but then again, humans are complex. we have individual thoughts and ideas that we do and don't express. there's billions of people who live their own separate lives and have their own problems. we sometimes forget our problems are tiny compared to what others experience. I see many people take for granted what they have and how they're going through it. 

I do wish I could get my point across as if it was coming straight from my brain. when being translated into digital letters, I'm just not able to fully get what I'm trying to say out. humans are complex.