stage 5 tbh

chat im probably a homo but idrc about that rn since i already forgot to turn a paper in but wtvr…

i lied i do care oh my god OH MY GOD i think i like my friend and this is so so weird to be feeling since i dont think ive had a serious crush since like 6 years ago holy shot. THIS IS STILL UP FOR DEBATE THOUGH?? ive had a bunch of short periods of time where i rlly start liking people but then it just kinda disappears. im gonna wait this out to see if its like legit. 

this is so odd to actually be treating it serious cuz THIS IS ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS!!! in every other instance where this has happened (i think???) i just started flirting and chatting with the other person…but i fear i dont wanna cuz what if i accidentally  1. weird him out 😭😭 or 2. lead him on… hashtag i have to test if this is real…

SORRY LOL I JS HAVE TO RANT SOMEWHERE ABT THIS. ON ANYWHERE ELSE MY FRIENDS WOULD LAUNCH AN INVESTIGATION ON ME. oughhhhh im feeling the effects of a teenage crush someone put me down asap i thought i was aromantic