fiest day of school shenanigans

Oki so as i promised i would talk abt my first day and it went... ok! bettr than expected lmao. i NEED to talk abt the night tho >:(

 i tried so hard to sleep, first i was just sitting in the dark hoping my brain would just shut off (didnt happen) then i put on a silly star graphic on my tv so i could have the colors while i slept, barley worked, i think i slept for like 30mins then woke up. then i decided to try to sleep to forest noises, it felt weird- just rain noises with high pitched bird screeches. SOO then i tried to sleep to music and it surprisingly made me kind of asleep for like 30mins again, then i realized how absolutely impossible it is to sleep while listening to hyperpop 😭 i eventually fell asleep (without music, just by force i think) BUT had a nightmare and woke up an hr latr. safe to say i had 1 of the worst nights evr. i got a total of like 3hrs of sleep in the 7(8?)hrs i was trying to.

I still got up and got ready, evrything was fine when we got to school but i had to register bcuz the school fucked up and thought my first last name was my last name and that my parents put the name in wrong (technically i have 2 middles names, not last names. they thought my second middle name(my original last name) was my last name. but i haven't had it as my last name since i was like 1- stg) i had to reroll basically and do the stupid registration thingy all 1st period so i missed ALOT. anxiety also got the bettr of me and i cried multiple times, oh well :/ most of it was fine tho! evrything inbtween my crying sessions was great. my teachers where nice and students are easy to ignore. but my lack of sleep made me pass out in the middle of 4th period and i only woke up once the intercom thingy said it was time to get to the next period, whoopsies.

For all my hard effort my step-mom got me a monster tho :3! and for that im happy. it was the ultra fantaby ruby red one, tastes good! i dont get to drink monster alot cuz my dad thinks too many is bad for u (valid XP)

wowzers this is 1 bigggg text post, i had alotttt to talk abt XD anywho for those who stook around heres a cookie (❁´◡`❁)🍪🍪 im gonna go to sleep now im flippin exhausted, at least last night wont happen again? 😭 i sure hope not that dream was sumthng else-