like our lives before

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Nakigahara the GazettE

I guess I'll just have to suffer with this lingering taste in my mouth
that I wish I had another life with you
We've met a million times before.

It was neverending, but somehow you did
I wish you didnt, and I wish you lived
I wish you were here with me in my ribs
I wish your brother happiness
I wish him life, he gave part of his for mine, for you
He was all for you, everything you were to him,
and the things you were to me

You are to me like snow is to trees...beautiful, but how death withers away
This glassy iced sword...you've taken my life
Ours and his and hers and mine. My life, who is she
I wish I was unable to go on, to live how I am
Though we were one and the same, somehow you became death-ridden
Somehow I could live like your brother lives for us
Caring, warm, childish feelings
seep into my heart like the day you kissed me

She took you and she broke you, she hated you
she never cared for you, she split you apart and shoved despair into your open wounds
I never knew her. If she does not exist...why only to you?
We are immortal, you resurrect as another and the same,
so why did you stop? We were to go on forever.

Why couldn't you come back this time?
You did, i'm sure of it i hope...
I hoped for as long as I could. never this long
It was always strange, how you worked. How you spoke and dreamed of neverending memories

I love you
Why did you stop this time? I wouldn't be able to bear the fear of it being my fault.
Maybe it was her, or maybe you've given up.
How cruel of me to assume, but i know it
I know and I understand. Things wouldn't have been okay anyway...
I'm sorry.

However, we would still be together...like we've done once before
Your brother, he talks about the "pretty girl."
Your motherly sister who you reminisced so much
And how the other one, floating in the thin air, disgraced your eyes. How unfortunate for you to see.
I'm sorry

Sorry doesn't do much...it never has, but i still am
Everyone is
He reminds me of you...I liked to think you were him at times
I wish to know you like that, and I am grateful