hello, fall, i cant wait

hello, im starting this blog off with a post about my personal life! 

its about a week or so until my kid brother goes back to school, and here i am, living with my parents when all my friends are going away to college or starting back up with school. i feel pretty inadequate. i couldn't go to college (why? its a secret ;)) so now im learning how 2 drive and im gonna get a day job. nobody can ever ever call me unemployed ever again! well, actually, that's never happened. but still. if people wanted to call me a jobless bum they wouldnt even get that idea in the first place because id have a job. 

i drove on the road for the first time this week and my mom told me i did pretty good for a first-time-driver. im excited to be able to drive myself to the store. but my long term goal is always to get a job lol. but theres lots of other fun stuff i could do with a car, like go to events like concerts, go to my friends houses 2 pick them up, and pick them up from other places too! i like being useful and i could make them listen to my music which is always a plus. but i know my friends wouldn't mind if they were forced to listen to my music. i also have my own car which is awesome because i get to decorate it however i want. 

OOH! speaking of decoration, ive been cleaning my room with the intent to redecorate it! its looked basically the same since it was my nursery which is so gross looking. its like yellow and purple all over which is super duper ugly. i want to repaint my walls white and then cover them in fun shit! like i went on vacation last month and got myself a poster of all the whale species in the north atlantic. thatll be the first thing i put up. but i want to put up posters, tapestries, the whole 9 yards plus more! im tired of living in such an ugly room, i think its bringing me down. maybe ill show it once it's done, but thats probably going 2 take ages. but itll look super cool (i promise).

ps. i think it's really funny how the activity u decide to display on ur profile has quotation marks around it... like dude im not "drawing" im just drawing. it makes it sound super suspicious... what could our dear dearbeanz be up to... drawing... hmmmm im having serious doubts. WHY DONT U BELIEVE MEEEEEEEE ugh... but yeah im totally new here and i like it so far. hopefully more 2 come soon :)