Young transfem issues

BOY DO I LOVE LIVING AS A TRANS GIRL IN TEXAS. Spoiler alert, I don't. This place is NOT good for trans people, especially the young ones. So many things are just...ugh and ew. That's as best I can describe it.

Anyways, living in Texas, it can be real hard to go out as a trans teen, considering I legally cannot get hormones, so I look like a Hispanic boy in a dress rather than the cute emo/scene girl I wanna be. It gets even harder as most of my family doesn't support me at all, so I have to hide this stuff. Every haircut is always the same, short, like a man. I hate it so much. I'm more sleep-deprived than ever, so I'll end this off here. tl;dr, trans in texas is hard.