the never ending enneagram crisis

I swear I must have the worlds strongest 5 fix. At my core I understand that I embody the enneagram 9, especially in regards to the social instinct... but some days I really ponder if I am a core 5, that's how strong it is sometimes. In consideration to how I was raised and how I acted throughout my child and teenage years I am without a doubt a core 9 but if we take into account my current actions and thought processes it definitely leaves more 5. Very interesting stuff.