film.

films. they have always been a comfort for me, and i've always been fascinated and completely obsessed with them. and i didn't really notice how much i loved them until a couple years ago. i've always had movies and tv shows to comfort me when i was down, i didn't know who to go to so, i'd go to James Cameron or Tim Burton lol. and i could relate more to characters than i could to actual people, an example of this for me is Eddie Munson. i related to him so much, being the black sheep and being see as a weirdo or "freak" because we're our true selves and don't let people put us in boxes. and then i got his book "Flight of Icarus" and jesus christ, everything he said i understood so much, like when he talked about his mom, and just his love for her, i feel with my mom and his connection with music is how i feel with music (and movies ofc), the way he feels about himself is how i feel about myself, and his dad, there's this line in the book and eddies dad is watching him hotwire a car and his the line says, ""Good." Dad's approval washes through me. I wish it didn't feel as good as it does." and i felt that line so deep in my soul and bones. anyways !!! my point is i love movies and i hope if anyone reads this you find something that gives you comfort like film does gives me :)