a summary + personal thoughts on the first week of school 🫶

okay so first week just ended, and it was genuinely such a rollercoaster omfg 😭😭

okay, SO

ill name my friends by the first letter of their names and colors:

B, D, J, and K

(omg the colors are so ppg + bliss coded)

so, the 5 of us got along pretty well at first, but surprisingly its slightly starting to go downhill-

let me explain:

after class, we all decided to have a fun little conversation at the milktea shop right next to the school

we were having a pretty good time

 and then D began to talk about a story they wanted to talk about (which i will not explain further as it is a personal trauma they had in the past, maybe a few bits that will be my limit)

and ofc we had to comfort D and/or give some advice

and then after that, K wanted to talk about a similar experience that D had, we also had to comfort and/or give advice to them as well

you might be wondering: "where did it started going downhill?"

well, it was when the trauma dumping started becoming a constant thing in our conversations for the next 2 days

this also happens in our group chat that we have

so now the weekend comes, and B wanted to chat with me about how they noticed what I have noticed, which was the constant trauma dumping.

B was telling me about how they also noticed that K was more impulsive as they suddenly start trauma dumping at some point in our daily conversations.

for D's it makes sense because they couldn't open up to anyone before as they were made fun of. and apparently D also noticed K's impulsiveness and was considering to cut K off.

B also talked about how they're drained from trying to comfort both D and K (i felt that tbh cz i was also starting to feel drained) and that J seemed like they were overwhelmed about everything that was happening in just 1 week

and i agree because, mind you: all of this went down in just ONE WEEK...

and to add one more thing, D was starting to get drained by K

but anyways, thats a quick summary of the first week of school! 🥰

personal thoughts:

- D should talk to K about K's impulsiveness rather than cutting them off immediately cz everything's happening so fast from both of their pent up trauma, were their outlets but yet they're draining each other too

- HOPEFULLY this week there wont be more trauma dumping for J, B and myself to deal with 💀

(small announcement: ill most likely be uploading blogs irregularly as im going to be locking in on studies or wtv)

xoxo