Kick it

Due to so much family shit thats been going on my moms been trying to regain custody of me despite me being of age to choose where i want to live legally but its been ordered that i have to go into therapy/counseling/ and get a mental evaluation because she thinks im crazy all because i cut myself and obviously have issues

Im at a point where after everytime ive been in therapy instead of lying im just gonna be honest and get diagnosed with shit because everyone in my family has major depression, anxiety, adhd, addiction problems, and personality disorders and im like 99% i have all of yhat shit or im just insane and im normal (WRONG!) 

Anyway ive been going through some form of an episode for like over a week and its so fucking horrible and nothings been able to help except hanging out with one of my friends for a few days after i ran away again

Currently watching emergency intercom to shut my brain up because im  so paranoid and so nervous for no reason