Howdy there!

It's been about a year since I was last on here, I've been spending most time alone and trying to figure things out as I go. Not gonna lie I'm not sure how most people spend their time in solitude I feel like I'm going crazy in a way. 

I usually spend my time outdoors but this heat is killing me! So I've been more in my room and trying to make it feel more like home and a space for creativity. 

Same for my wardrobe and what not but currently I am attempting to keep myself busy and finding more ways to make income.

My mentality right now is I don't deserve things until I make it. I feel like I don't deserve love, eating out, or things that I guess don't bring benefits to me in order to create myself in a high status. 

It's eating me on the inside but I feel like right now that's something necessary I need in order to grow and see what's the next step for my evolution. I have a couple things in mind to do but I think as time passes I'll find myself in who I am and what I want out of life. 

Anyways moral of my comeback is I want be more out there with my life so I don't get stuck with my thoughts and put myself in depression and destress about life as I go on. 

I promise I'll be more positive on here not only for yall but I think for myself and my mentality. I'll keep y'all updated and I'll be more proactive on this page and on IG. If you haven't follow yet my instagram is vice.valentine_ 

That's all for now love y'all!