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....that feeling when you find someone online, that you really only dated for a hot second decades ago, not realizing it was them right away because they transitioned since then, and all of a sudden that former attraction went from a faint lukewarm memory to OMG HELLOOOOOOO 
I used to feel weird about the sheer frequency of times I was attracted to transwomen especially, feeling like some kind of chaser, and I was loathe to think I was fetishizing a person, especially as a sex worker. And yet it felt totally natural to date very queer cismen, not like a chaser/fetishizer...and I even took a little pride from being told I "didn't seem like a girl" here and there. Yet not for a second did I think yet, "am I trans?" and answer YES. It didn't feel like it fit. And here we are in a day and age where non-binary and genderflux exists and HEY THAT'S ME!... and I see why I was attracted to who I was attracted to now.
Life is weird.
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