how i feel abt formal events.

formal events are SO SCARY FOR WHAT. 

I think my main thing is I gotta be on my best polite behavior and than I have to dress up but not in the fun way,,, like I have to look presentable and put together but also modest and urghhhhh I don't feel like myself at all I feel like I'm completely putting on an act like I never feel like I belong there, especially cuz usually it's people I barely know even if my parents know them. Anyways the nerves are right about kicking in woo!!!! atleast I get to wear my nice shoes. anyways ugh my head hurts hopefully I'll be back soon enough, love you have a good day!!!!! take care!!!