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Sooo I'm currently writing this at 3:59pm August something idk while I'm still on the ship. This isn't going to be posted for a few days cause I have to go back to a place with wifi and/or data. Anywayss I'm very tired of being on this ship. It is fun tho. We went to Aruba for a day as one of the ports and dad and I did this tour of some of the caves and spots. I liked that. We had to go on a bus for the tour which was amazingg cause it was air-conditioned. Dad and I didn't sit next to each other cause there wasn't two free seats so I sat next to this boy. He was cute so that was nice. We didn't talk to eachother at all tho lol. We did touch knees like twice which I think made me much happier than it should have but I'm touch starved ok?? But yeah the tour thing was fun. Even the caves were hot tho so that kinda sucked. I looked atrocious when I finally got back on the ship so I pretty much immediately took a shower. OH I read 2 of the 3 books I brought with me so far. One of them I read literally the whole thing on the plane. It was AMAZING. The book was the perks of being a wallflower. I've had it for like a year and a half but just never picked it up. I really really really recommend it to people. Its pretty similar writing wise to the diary of Anne frank cause both are written in the form of letters. This one isn't a true story I'm pretty sure, I'll check once I'm off the ship. I'm writing this in my notes app rn lol. But basically the book is about this boy named Charlie and his freshman year. It's about more than just that but he is starting freshman year. He's starting it a year late because he went to a psych ward for a while when his aunt died(?) Idk the details r kinda falling out of my mind. Btw his aunt is like a hugeee important character. Her name is Helen. But back to her later. So Charlie starts writing these letters to a mystery person who he considers his friend because he's starting highschool and is really nervous. He doesn't know many people and the people he does know avoid him. Oh also his friend micheal killed himself the year before, which was I thinkk part of the reason he kinda lost it and aunt Helen was the breaking point. But yeah. He only likes 2 of his classes. Advanced English, who's teacher is Bill. He tells charlie to call him that when they aren't in class (tbh I thought Bill was gonna groom him. He doesnt.) And shop class. That teachers name is Mr Callahan but he isn't important. The person who IS important in that class is a guy named nobody. Well that's his nickname. His real name is Patrick which is what people who like him call him. Patrick's a senior, and is hilarious. He's also gay, which we find out later, during Charlie's first party. Well we find out that Patrick and the quarterback, Brad kinda sorta maybe possibly are totally in love. Brad can't really be open about it tho so he's been having them keep things secret. OK back on topic tho. Uhh yeah patrick. And his sister(step) named Sam are Charlie's two friends. We meet Sam after we meet Patrick but Charlie first talks to them at the same football game. Oh and Bill gives Charlie other books to read and has him write essays about them. Mainly book reports. Also I think I'm just gonna give up on this for now I'll come back to it later (maybe) cause I've been writing for 21 minutes and this whole thing feels like a mess tbh but I have like a week of stuff to talk about. Before I go tho I wanna talk a bit about the other book I read. It's called the extraordinaries. It was soo good. Kinda cringy, but good. It's about nick bell and his gay crisis pretty much. He's like completely in love with this super hero guy named shadow star, (I fucking puked in my mouth whenever they said the superheroes names cause it just feels so watpady) but you knowww he's a superhero u can't date him. So instead, he writes a fucking self insert fanfiction about him and shadows shadowstar. Btw the villain is named Pyro storm, who nick constantly mentions how much more muscular he is than shadowstar. Also Alsoooo nick is like the most popular person in the extraordinary Fandom. Idk how u can have a Fandom for real people but ig the k pop Fandom is a thing right so why not. But nick also kinda might be developing a crush on his best friend Seth, and he doesn't really realize it until near the end of the book. Omg I just realized the suggestion for whenever I write nick is nelson. I love nick nelson but that's not the nick I'm talking aboutt. Ok but yeah so I think I'm giving up talking about this book to just read it please. Also it's a series. I need to get the next book. Sryy I'm very lazy and tbh explaining book plots is very difficult for me cause I know everything already and Idk whether or not to just explain it all chronologically and let u find things put as they happen in the book or if to just info dump. Also big spoiler about the first book but because I've given up on explaining it basically when Charlie was very little and his aunt was still alive, she fooled around with him. He was sexually assaulted by her. Aunt Helen was also sexually assaulted when she was little but that is most definitely not an excuse. Through out the book sexual assault and rape is actually mentioned a lot. Atleast more than most books. So if that's something that would change how comfortable you would be with reading it than I don't recommend it to you. It is a wonderful book but don't force urself to do something you don't want to. Anyways tho yea I think I'm gonna be finished now cause I've been writing for like an additional 15 minutes when this was supposed to be done a while ago. I'll probably write more tomorrow. Oh it's the 8th. So Thursday. Bye for noww. I'm really having a good time writing tho. It's quite fun. Very relaxing. I think I should get a diary, like I mentioned in my first entry. Idk. Ig I'll see. But yeah, byeeeeeeee. Also if I do start writing in this entry again which I probably will either tonight or tomorrow than I'll just put in whatever time it is when I start writing again so you guys get an accurate measure of when I'm writing this stuff. One last thing before i take a break. THE FUCKING MOMMY MILKERS ON THESE MEN GOD DAMN.

Anyways bye guys :)) for now.

HI AGAINNN. ITS 8:09PM RN. I HAVE ONE THING TO SAY. WATCH THE EWOKS SHOW. ITS THIS STUPID 80S STAR WARS THING I LOVE IT BYE AGAIN. Guys I'm back again. Its 8:46pm rn. I'm watching avatar the last Airbender. I fucking love that show omgg. Rkwjzjxjsjsnxnjfisixjdjs ok bye noww. Guys I'm back. It's 7:03am on August 9th. I forgot to mention but on the ship they have shows that they do and dad and I watched a bunch of them. They're really fun and there's a live orchestra which is cool, but the guitarist(?) always looks so done with everything at every show we see. Also he's pretty cute, totally to old but still. Ok I think that's kinda all I have to say at the moment so I'll come back later. We're gonna have some breakfast soon :)) I kinda wanna know how many words this is but idk how to tell cause I can't just like copy and paste it into a Google doc. Idk I'll figure it out. Hey guyssss guess who this is?? It's me. Obviously. Soo we went to coco cay, the private island thing for royal Caribbean. Oh also btw it's 11:43am August 9th? Idk I think it's the 9th. But yea that was fun for like 20 minutes and then it started fucking storming and stuff so now I'm back in the room. Dad and I r just gonna shower and eat some food. Bye guys :] HIIIIII I'm watching 500 days of summer rn cause it's on TV:)) it's good so far idrk what it's about tho tbh. That's all. Byeee. Oh also it's 1:08pm and yes it's the 9th. GUYS. FINAL UPDATE. I MET A GIRL LAST NIGHT AND SHE WAS REALLY AWESOME BUT I DIDNT GET HER NUMBER AND NOW.IM SAD CAUSE ILL NEVER SEE HER AGAIN. IM NOT HOME YET BUT IM.IN TJE AIRPORT. IM FLYING BACK AT 8 OR 9PM.