I can make you satisfied in everything you do

09/08/24     11:39 PM

Black as midnight on a moonless night

I like the chord change on screaming infidelities 

I had something to say 

I can’t remember it now 

Expect me to apologise for things that you’ve done wrong 

You’re owning up to nothing 

Cursive 

I assume the worst but still pretend to be shocked so you feel like you’ve hurt me 

Does that make you feel better? 

I know that you hope for longer goodbyes 

You’re wrong about that movie. You don’t get it so don’t try and ruin it for me 

It has nothing to do with him 

How can someone’s voice be so upsetting? 

I feel 9 years old again 

And I hate his jokes 

It’s fucked up that I can’t talk about love without mentioning the damage the two of you inflicted 

It’s fucked up that I can’t talk about you without talking about him 

I’m fucked up 

I’m taking no chances to learn what romance is 

Me and you setting in a honeymoon 

If I woke up next to you 

I’m imagining it. And I’m sat there on those stairs and it’s what I want. It’s going to happen. Not quite like that but it will 

It’s hard to have such pretty and nice friends cause I know whoever I meet would rather fall in love with them because they’re something. 

More 

I’ll get better 

Hope you’re all ok 

Your one and lonely