Dreading school and I start in less than a week

So school for me starts next Wednesday, idk how to feel but I'm kinda dreadful. I'mma be a senior and tbh I liked freshman year a lot more bc it just felt more freeing ig. Back then we could actually go outside without being surrounded by walls, and if you were a sophomore or higher you could go off campus to get lunch. There's a small creek that runs between the football/baseball field so me and my friends would go there the majority of the time, it was sm fun. Sophomore year they took that away and only the seniors could leave if they met certain requirements. We could still go outside, but only in the two courtyards we have. It was still pretty fun, we just sat outside in the bigger one, it was pretty chill. Then last year, we weren't allowed to go out to the big one (hopefully they let us this year) and I heard they might not let seniors leave for lunch (not quite sure hopefully this isn't true). Idk maybe I just like being outside, but the problem is that our school is small bc it originally wasn't for all US high school grades and built in a smaller town at the time. Now, the school almost has a student body population of a small town so we're like overcrowded. I'm not sure how it'll be this year but hopefully it's not that bad. Also this year we'll be getting yondr pouches I'm not too excited about that but it's not like I'm on my phone in class during lessons and stuff just listening to music while walking to class so other than being able to use my phone for emergencies like if we're in a lock down I'm not too worried. A lot of these restrictions are mainly bc of other people which sucks, there's probably more stuff not coming to mind but it's like 2 am so yea lol. Tbh it could definitely be a lot worse, I know it could. We at least have decent food, plus there are some good extracurriculars. Luckily it's my last year so I won't have to deal with it for long. This is all like experience/memory wise btw I honestly liked a lot of my classes especially sophomore and junior year.

Update: a shit ton of kids on their lunch period vs 2 bathrooms and a "one at a time bathroom policy🤩🤩🤩 also we can't go to the big courtyard during lunch. Again, small ass school, BIIIG student body🥳