I havent been on here in forever omg

I just remembered this place lol, read my last blog, update: im not friends with any of the horrible people i was friends with anymore so thats good. Currently having some boyfriend issues and i found out my cat might not survive because he needs surgery but he has heart problems and he might not be able to survive the anesthesia. Im scared and trying to distract myself because i love my cat he is my everything.