Alienated generation

Months before i met the only girl ive ever cared about and my best friend i had a dream where i was at a thrift store and some chick handed me the doom generation soundtrack on cd and than left and than back in june or july im at a crappy thrift store in town with my best friend and she found the doom generation soundtrack held it infront of my face and gave it to me I literally didnt think i was real in that moment and now that cd is one of my most prized possessions 

And the summer before i met her i hated everyone and everything and I remember thinking and praying to whoevers out there to please send someone to me who is practically me but also her own person yk or just someone who isnt a piece of shit and the first day of school i saw her  and i mainly talked to her cause i had never seen her before I remember the first words out of my mouth were “i like your hair” and now i have someone in my life who is the most beautiful hilarious person ever  

I love you vienna but i know youll never see this