idek

I've been having dreams about me being with people that abused me when I dated them. The dreams are good, some of the best things I've ever had, they were a good version of themselfs. I'm so fucking tired of missing these people. I know I will never be able to see my ex again and we will never talk or see each other again but I guess I have attachment issues. I'm losing my shit slowly. I'm dating someone right now and I really love them but these dreams are messing with me. I'm starting to see the people in my dreams walking around my house even though they aren't there. I've been so alone and I love it but in the same way I need at least one person to be around me. Like my brain is messing with me massively.