more tired lately

i've been more tired as of lately, physically and mentally.

i'm trying to keep up with grades, extraculiculars and life problems. i'm thankful for having the most social life i've ever had in my life, but christ is it tiring trying to be a normal teenager. i'm autistic so i've never had much opportunity for friends or a social circle. 

i just need a break. it's barely the start of the school year and i feel done. hopefully, this is just seasonal feelings or wtv and just me feeling stuck in a loop. i haven't had any time to recharge this weekend with practice and being forced to go with extended family.

i'll try to feel better soon