Alone or maybe just bored

Im not exactly sure how this works, but if it goes out to the whole world than i guess its ok to air out the fact that i cant tell if im feeling loneliness or boredom or maybe both!! Like i try to stur up fun conversation by being a lil troublesome like "haha you should steal this" (joking) or "haha lets go into the places we shouldnt go to" (all joking) specifically to one friend that i know would 100% engage with that type of "haha lets do something dumb and dangerous" (JOKING) kind of conversation but those conversations never really last long, plus its actually kind of exhausting doing the "im unhinged and im bored" kind of thing for too long, but also im almost always genuinely bored because i live in a very small town with nothing to do in a country where capitalism is everywhere and where you need money to do literally anything other than breathe. I just want someone that i can conversate with sometimes, like put on a movie and we could talk through the whole thing, about the movie itself or just some other random stuff idk i just want to laugh with somebody again, sometimes it feels like its been a very long time, or maybe im just REALLY bored again. 

I might turn the comments off actually because im still new here and i have no clue what the comment culture is here (learned from insta💀)