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want to clarify this is not a vent i am just complaining i am not sad :3
sometimes i feel like im the only one in the world who hates having my picture taken, its so frustrating 2 cope with.. all of my friends complain about how they r insecure about how they look but they always take stupid/funny pictures of themselves or let other people take pics of them, its so frustrating cause sometimes they can complain that i dont like having photos of me taken but i genuinely cant help it caus i have really bad self-esteem and issues with how i look :/ i feel bad abt it because i think my partner is upset over it because when we hang out i never let them take a picture with my face in it but they probably want to have memories of me especially since they r moving schools now.. idkkkk,, its just so annoying to be like this but i cant help it -_-
being in a friend group full of people who take stupid pics of eachother all the time is like playing life on survival mode whenever i hang out with them,,
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alora
i getthat (am i such a loser for reading recent blogs just to communicate with somrone)
from personal experience ive struggled with an ed and an underbite.. being very skinny is less looked down upon than obesity, but both are still looked down on... not by me, but society tends to make those people who are not cookie cutter frames think that the only way to be pretty is change, which isnot the truthhh at all. not to trail off topic, but those two things unfortunately are a part of me and something i struggle to cope with. with an underbite- meaning my lower jaw pertrudes- which looks 'masculine'. which is only up to the perception of who is viewing.
i hate looking at pictures people take of me, especially off guard.. oh my gosh. oh my gosh. and just the paranoia of a camera watching me- like i have to look a certain way all the time...
idk dude, i understand. i get it. i think my biggest fear with people taking pictures (aka friends) then them getting posted... just make sure your friends are aware that they should have permission to share random pics bc yk its of you! im sure to them its harmless but that would make me worry and my anxiety rise.. just tell em what you're comfortable with.
and even having no idea what you look like, im sure youre beautiful. everyone has a beauty to them, and it is in the eye of the beholder. i say this in the same boat as you (i should take my own advice lol) but screw everybody and screw the denotation that someone has to lose or gain weight or are too tall or too short, skin/hair/eye/color ... people need to change their judgemental ways (not you, those who judge looks of others)
my brain is a fried mess and i really just put a bunch of points in no order and typed it. lol
but at least its the most genuine response i could come up with :)
oh my gosh i actually didnt expect someone to respond,, i just finished reading all of this and this is genuinely one of the sweetest things someone has ever said 2 me
random internet user i absolutely love you you are so sweet,,
i hope that one day you can realise that YOU are pretty too! you look absolutely amazing and i know that sometimes people will try to make you think otherwise but you state it exactly how it is, you should not have to change for other people, even if society has nasty and specific views hard to obtain, not fitting into them doesnt make you disgusting and you will always find people who love you and how you look :) you are pretty and always will be 4 ever !! whether you lose weight, gain it, grow taller, grow shorter, get surgery, stay the same, you will always be loveable. also about the recent blog things me 2 i am such a massive lurker.. i hope u know ur kindness goes such a long way, youve really made my day by just posting such a sweet comment and i hope that same kindness goes to you direction too !!
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awe :') you ARE so sweet! for real, i thought people were active here but its so, so, dry. its nice having a notif to open. just 2 ppl hyping each other up, how coool B).
why cant everyone think this way? with allthe icky politic stuff going on, i wish people were just kind regardless of anything.
lol i want to thank u fir actually taking time to read what i said :)
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