I hate corny pet names. And find love cheesy.

I dont get why people love using cheesy pet names. Like i find it super cringy and awkwards, that  guys would call me baby, or babe and ect. I get super uncomfortable. 

Im not sure why but the idea of romance is cute. But i just hate the idea me like being involve in it. Like dont get me wrong. I LOVE ROMANCE. Like i want to experience it. but i find it so awkward. Like my point of view on having a partner is like simalar to having a friend?? Like that how i view it. Or maybe i just suck. 

Super hard to explain it. 

Like when a guy flirts with me i run away. 

UGHHH IM SO CONFUSING.