not funny???

i realized i'm extremely unfunny and i can't wait for me to stfu, genuinely, i don't stop talking and it makes me more annoyed than anyone else does, i wish i could just tape my mouth shut, like bro!! you aren't funny!111!!!!1! it's worse when i look at my friends for approval and they just look awkward, makes me want to vanish and it happens more often than it should.