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Haiiiz, i wasn't very active over the weekend lolz, i've been a little down. for starters; at work i waz approached twice in the same week by different men asking me for my number :/ i kept saying i waz 17 but they kept pushing it and i couldn't help but feel it was my fault being nice to them. i felt so disgusted and terrible afterwards. they kept saying i don't look my age and one of them even said "you amaze me!" as much as i would take that as a complement, it was weird and off-putting hearing it from a 30 yr old man lolz. i don't wanna attention seek so i didn't really tell anyone except i breakdown to my mom and she turned the car around and immediately went to security (i work at my moms job for the summer lol :P ). i was embarrassed b/c i was about to break down in front of a security guard. then when i got home i found out the security guard told one of the Chiefs/ bosses and he is known to be quite talkative about other people's business and im js scared bc i rly didn't want anyone to know cuz it makes me uncomfortable when they look at me w like pity. this isn't the first time smths happened like this, its a reoccurring issue w the way i look bc i guess i dont 'look my age'. i just wanna be a teenager, i just wanna look like a teenager, im so sick of people objectifying me bc of my looks/body, it rly hurts. i didn't have anyone to rly vent to about this lolz so i came on here! xX