I hate being at school

I feel like a 50 year old philosopher who is trapped in a 13 year girl.I feel disgusted by the world that surrounds me especially when I’m at school because it’s a place where people are usually the most disgustingly jealous and manipulative of their life.They won’t hesitate to mock someone just to feel good about themselves because they don’t have the confidence of this person.or give up their values and manipulate others for satisfy their needs.how disgusting.