antisocial emo tries to make friends

only reazon i'm participating in social media rn iz becuaze i have to start college in a few weekz and i'm so fukin antisocial so i need to get used to talking to people!!!

not in a 'haha i'm so shy' way I CAN'T WALK IN THE PARK CAUZE I GET PANIC ATTACKZ WHEN I HAVE TO WALK PAST PEOPLE!!! THATZ INSANE BRO JUST WALK??? I had to go to a taster sesh for my course AND EVERYONE WAS DEAD SILENT (there were only 3 people) I THINK WE ALL HAVE SOCIAL ANXZIETY LOL.

idk anyone else starting college soon? (im in england but itz basically what high skool iz in america (i think)). i'm hopefully doing a forenzics course, so if ur interested in that chat 2 me!!!

anyway i need to be able to function and get an education, so here i am :> baby steps. online is less scary than irl!