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I am someone who fears abandonment to an extrem (thanks BPD), and my best friend just got an apartment for uni (go them! im so happy and proud of them), and its horrifying. Im selfish, and im scared they will find someone else who is better, a better frirnd, a better person.
Im also scared that ill never move forward in life, ive been stuck in a bubble of bad health and no motivation and ive fallen behind, behind in dchool, behind in life. No one ever prepares you for that, or what will follow.
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Nyu⋆ᡣ𐭩˖°
I’m so sorry you feel that way! :c
I’m sure you’re never replaceable to your best friend, I’m not sure if my words really matter or not, but I understand the fear of abandonment! I also have bad abandonment issues and I struggle with them a bit without some reassurance, but if you need someone I’m here!
I truly hope you feel better 🖤