I Hate My Irl Friends

Do not get me wrong. I appreciate every single relationship with any1, but my current friends are so difficult 2 be with.

And 2 give you an idea, I have only two actual friends. Both of them had killed animals and bragged ab it, one of them repeats TikTok phrases all the time, they are both very fucking sensitive and you can't disagree with them.

At this point I'm just with them 4 school homework and shit like that.

I don't even talk 2 them in lunch or class, they're just, there.

¿Then why are you friends with them?

I can't just stop being friends with them. I would be lonely 4 a while and sitting alone in the classroom isn't very enjoyable tbh. 

There is this friend group who I'm quite close with, but if it wasn't hard enough 4 me 2 socialize with them, in that friend group is a guy who I HATE, and he hates me back, so that fat misogynistic incel would definitely talk shit ab me and I don't want that.

And it's not like they're way better than my actual "friend group", they are as shitty as the friends I have rn.

Istg it's like ppl can't be fucking normal.

My current plan is 2 just wait until high school ends and forget about EVERYONE in that place. And yk what? I'm ok with that. I wish high school had more decent ppl 2 be with, but whatever, it's not like ppl like me usually enjoy high school.

My advice 4 ppl who are just starting high school:

B E   P I C K Y.

It doesn't matter if you're afraid ppl will think you're an asshole. Fuck them. If you have the slight feeling of discomfort, run away as fast as you can. These people don't deserve SHIT.

Man, I wish some1 told me that b4 wasting my time with ppl like that.