8-4-24

hii its been since last month since i blogged about stufff. i really have been in this weird middle ground of okay and out of it ! its like i cant grasp being anything other than unstable !! i feel like im making up problems for myself at this point since i really have protected my peace pretty nicely. who knows tho imma just ride thru this mental shit storm until i figure out how to get over its shit clouds !! i really am just glad i have my stable relationships going on cause fuck w out them ong i'd be DEAD