tf i really need someone (just vent)

God I feel so alone, I feel like everyone is moving forward with their love life and I'm just left here. All my friends talk to someone, she doesn't have a boyfriend, but she has a much more social life than me. I made this profile to try to be able to talk to more people, but it hasn't gone very well to tell the truth. I have a friend, who I think likes me, but he always denies it. Everyone tells me that it is obvious that he likes me and that I like him, but we both flatly refuse. There are times when I think I could try something with him, he's really nice to me but not my type physically, there are times I think about trying something with him, but then I wonder if it's because I really like him or just to feel loved in some way. I don't know, it's weird... I just want someone to love me as much as I love that person. I just want someone to hug