dude wtf even is love

i hate being numb and burnt out; all i can feel right now is annoyance and exhaustion and i can't even feel the ever familiar warmth of love; i don't know for sure but i think i developed a crush on one of my moots on here and i just. i feel so stupid for it cause we've barely been talking and i already feel weird abt it like wtf ozzie get it the fuck together ugh

but yeah, love is hard to feel rn and i might have a crush but it might be 2 early 2 decide or do anything abt it let alone tell xem