Gonna freaking cry!!!!! D:

So i was at an arcade, i met this guy, he was hot lol but he was wearing an a hardcore shirt and he has the same taste as me!! he listen to the same underground bands and same punk and metal and even goth and some rap!!! he was awesome, he liked soo many cool the things, and he had cool taste in video games, movies, tv shows and music and was a cool person!! i liked his views on things and on set and personal things and he was a genuinely cool person… so we got on call, everything was going great but then mention a concert that was 18+ or something so i was like…. oh yeah i’m 14, and he was like “oh i’m 20…” and it was awkward but then ended the call then told me he doesn’t wanna talk to me anymore due to our age difference, i don’t blame him but i wanna cry :( he was so cool and i never met someone who liked almost everything i liked + even cooler things, and he was a genuinely cute dude, i haven’t gotten over this, we’ve only known eachother for like two days but i’m really scared of rejection and get attached to people easily, i really liked him and we both were shy and awkward it was cute lol but gosh i hope i find another guy like him… i can’t describe how much i’ll liked this dude and would giggle and kick my feet in the air whenever i got his text. im just being a dramatic and angst teenager tho… i’ll get over it soon. :(