how is ai?

hi cuties, 

how am i today? i guess i just feel a little empty lately. i have always felt empy inside. i used to think that eating would cure my void but just made me fatter. these days i dont eat as much as i should. i get agitated sometimes which causes me to want to be alone. i guess the funny part in all of this is the fact i have a boyfriend despite not really being in to guys. the thought of kissing a giy and having sex with them low key makes me grossed out. but i love my boyfriend a lot and kissing him would not be gross to me. honestly i long to give him a big hug and just embrace his existence. tbh me and him are very different from each other in styles and personality wise. but he never judges me for what i like. 

anyways let me stop talking about my boyfriend. i decided on a blog posting schedule. i decided that i will post a blog once a week maybe twice. i will do a bullitine board whenever i feel like talking just so i can have a topic for my blog. 

ilysm like seriously,

Ai