i got sick ;((

Hiii, it's lola here. august 3rd, 2005. it's nice outside today, but i slept through it all, lolz! 

i was kinda sick. my dad got me some medicine though. that's a lot for him! haha. 

i kinda wish he did a little bit more. i know he's busy with work and stuff, but i'm still his daughter. i guess i just feel distant. 

i don't know. i hate thinking too hard about it.

he's just been so bummed out and absent since lillith passed. i miss her a lot.

great, now i'm bummed out and my mascara is running!

byebye, spacehey.