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I deleted the last one bc it was so bad but whatevs. Today I did nothing but spend every last bit of money I had on fortnite. I've been saving for the mha skins to come back for literal decades and they did yesterday but it needed updating so I finally got on it today. I was just gonna get Shigaraki but my sister convinced me to get all the Dabi and Toga stuff as well so I did. 

I went in this game the other day I just remembered and there were the cutest switch controllers I've ever seen but I don't even have a switch so I couldn't get them. I didn't even know they did controllers until the party the other day. Honestly I don't think anyone liked me at that party bc I just kept screaming at my friend to do bad things to herself whenever she beat me on mario kart. I'm sorry but I haven't played that since the wii and I still won some games on something I didn't even know where the buttons were so you can't blame me honestly.

I just finished my last sweet and I'm not very happy. I've been trying to flesh out some characters for a little book I wanna write but it's so hard to concentrate on characters that aren't my main character and the antagonist. 

There were so many other things that happened the last couple of days but I really cannot be bothered doing all that. I was on the bus the other day though and I was alone and I was coming back from somewhere and this fit guy sat next to me bc the bus was full. The only thing was though I was only a few stops away from my house and I literally could not look up from my phone bc I didn't want to be reach in front of him to push the button. Plus I had literally zero makeup on. No bc I was walking through these fountain things near this college like 20 minutes before this too and there was like 10 guys with skateboards but I had to go down the steps down this hill so I could actually get to the bus stop and it was rlly bad bc it was so warm and I had no makeup on and I looked a mess bc I had just walked up and down so many hills  and they all saw me like that and yeah it was so bad. So yeah I didn't want to disturb this guy so I decided that the best thing to do was to wait for him to move when the bus gets less full and then get off. So I wait and he does it but now I'm like a 30 minute walk from my house and I had to walk back in literal boiling conditions. 

It's still so warm though and I can't put a fan on rn bc my cat is on my bed and he literally freaks out at the smallest things so I have to boil alive rn. I'm going my aunties tomorrow though and when I was younger my nana would send me and my sister around the corner from there to get like 6 pizzas and I haven't been to that pizza place in probably like a literal decade by now so I'm gonna try to convince my mum to let me get one bc I've really been fancying it. 

Oh I finally got the concert tickets too. I tried getting them like the day after the party but there was none available so I was like oh no are they sold out but I decided that I'd never give up and I'll just have to go plus ultra so I managed to access my super secret private sources and I got them the day after. My sister just told me that ticketmaster wasn't the only site that sold them so I felt rlly stupid. But idk if I need to print these tickets out or smth bc I know some people do but idkkkk. I literally dk about anything like this bc all the concerts I've been to before my sister has just done everything so me and my friend are gonna get to this bar and not gonna be let in at this point.

I just found some photos of when me and my friend went town and oml I swear I did not look like that when I looked in the mirror before I left. Like I swear me in pictures isn't the same person as just me I refuse to believe it. It's too warm though.

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