I dont feel happy nor relax in summer. its start to get boring

Really does summer gets more boring? Or I am being silly?

I dont feel happy to be in summer weirdly. I feel bored, nothing like a void. its so weird :<

I wanna draw but in same time there is nothing in my head. I look at the laptop try to find and learn new things or playing games but still empty

maybe should I write something? Idk, I just wanna be something in this summer. while writing this it just weird how I feel and writing about it.

anyway

even I dont feel happy summer, when the school starts, Ik I wont gonna be in peace in there too.

 I might write why it wont gonna be in peace or might not