Do not Fear Us
The Great Death
Okay I just woke up and the dream that is wild and it feels like an Great Exit and Position of my current situation but not directly it is like it's not physical death it's something else.
I was in a school at midnight or dawn (I think dawn but dark like 1 - 4 am) and I was trap in the room of the librarian, mind you the school is the only world I knew in my whole life, I do not go outside I do not go explore I am like the old school thing.
And I remember i ask myself to be locked in the whole dark and that was like 4 pm, so the library's room is my safety and next to my comfy area the library itself because I hang out there almost most of the time after classes.
Now I notice it was locked and it has salt and protection seal and I can't opened it and the room is dark and everything is turned off, only blue light from the window from transparent curtain is the source of light. I sat down in front where the librarian use to the computer and there is an 2006 cellphone there that becomes modern and someone who is alive congratulate me for my death.
Yes my death, it does not say what specifically it says what kind of death, it just congratulate me for it.
Now this person is someone who I dislike, I hate and it's still alive but despite of all feelings it feels quite safe and confusing cause it feels it's not her like it's masking.
The spirit feels threatening as reflection to my beliefs of what I think of them, but it was only fear cause I don't understand them.
It feels that they are watching me and quite like a body guards, voluntarily body guards. I do not see anything because they do not want to harm my mentality as I was not ready to interact with them physically.
So after the congratulations of my death which I will explain later, the door open, it was still dark but it's about to be sunrise and a voice which claim to be a grim reaper, appears, I will show you the path do not worry.
It feels I will leave the school before everyone appears and it's getting brighter but I feel change, mature as the light gets near to the morning.
Then it get pitch black and frozen then I woke up.
The situation is a reflection of inside of me and no matter who see and what they try to do, no one can destroy, sabotage it cause it's faith.
The death consist of a great ending which everything I try to return, it's not the same, no matter what you do, it felt like it's renewed of perspective.
The small world I was put in is where I will leave before everyone knows and even do I don't know it too.
As I was insecure due to being protective is something what the spirit teach me, peel that fruit, it's safe and the fruit will not get stolen and eaten.
We do not know how is the future gonna be but no one can and will sabotage it, even they know, they see and they plan and even you do it yourself, it won't happened.
Even you know what it is, your comprehensive and contrast will not instantly allow you to fully understand what it is and it is okay.
So whatever you Are in your life phase, just don't give up y'all. Cause you don't know what is happening and it is out of your control.
Allow it to open itself and just do you, and do not ever harm yourself and others.
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silk chan
boost! love these kind of blogs. ^w^
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TYSM, believe it or not it's real and I did not know I am going through it
Oh and btw even you change belief to down like oh I don't want it, I think I don't deserve it. Talk, think that way won't change it cause deept down, you will never received something that isn't meant for you and that is what is happening.
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