02/08/24- journal

Currently on break but omfg work today is pissing me off. I work in retail and I love my job so much but today yikes. 

My manager isn’t in so we have another manager covering. 

I work reggies mainly. We had a lot of customers at once and the bins where the hangers go filled up. I didn’t have time to clean it up so the left over hangers where on the bench behind. 

Anyways this chick manger walks up to it, says “why is it so messy here why are the hangers here”, I say oh my bad the bins full. Yk what this mfer says to me. “Then empty it.” In the most passive aggressive ass voice I’ve heard. MFER THIS IS MY 2nd week LORD. 

1) I haven’t had the change to even turn around

2) I DONT KNOW HOW TO

3) don’t talk to me like that ur literally around my age

Then after she goes on about how customer service is very important and I must smile even if I’m sick or upset. Yea bitch I know that I actually love my job and talking to people I have a blast idfk why ur lecturing ME about this, u don’t know me my lord. Anyways I was fine but the rage I felt. I have bpd and when I tell u that triggered something my god.