i think i have a problemm!! but i have good advice!!

okay so let me give u an example. the prettiest part of winter was over and it was like mid january, or march...i think it was march. but anyways it wasnt very pretty and then i was like im done with this winter crap and i started listening to summer music and changing my themes to summer and making blogs and daydreaming and then when summer comes its like oh!! umm its not as fun as i thought it would be..

like i dream abt it too much and then it gets overhyped in my head and then its not as good. another example..

i wanted winter/christmas to come so bad so i would listen to christmas music the day after thanksgiving or even before and i would talk abt it all the time and watch videos and stuff and then when it came i was so happy and then it just like ended..like i ruined it by getting too excited too early. 

i rlly dont want this to happen with autumn so i rlly need to stop with the blogs and the music and the candles and the perfumes and the pictures and the gilmore girls and the pumpkins and the daydreaming of cold weather and rainy days...guys can u tell im excited

anyways literally only today i started thinking abt fall and i already went to the store to smell fall candles, sprayed my fall perfume, ate a fall desert, and watched fall tiktoks, made blogs, thought abt fall, talked about fall..

like GIRL OMG CALM DOWN!!!

so u wont be hearing abt fall from me from here until...at least mid september. ill update u guys when it actually gets autumny weather for me.

and let tthis be a warning for YOU!! do NOT overhype things wayyy before they actually happen and be warned that daydreaming can get crazy and totally make ur expectations too high. just live in the moment. enjoy the summer go tan, eat a mango, listen to beachy music, go on a hike, something!!! and then u will feel fulfilled every day and u will be enjoying summer, so u wont think abt fall. and when fall comes around, u will be ready for it with no crazy expectations no countdowns u just have fun in the season u are in!!! i need to stop rushing this year!!!

but its so hard when the pumpkins smell so good 🍂

like what can a girl do but daydream!?

xoxo, princessa