School 😭😭😔😔

Who else is starting school because I am. I really hate school but love hanging out with my friends and I get really bored during the summer I just rot in my bed all day.i have really bad anxiety and I get really anxious when meeting new people and I have just recently moved to my school I went there for half of freshman year and still don't know to many people but people know me they spread rumors about me I've heard that I've dated multiple people at once I have never I get cheated on when I date.being the new kid sucks everyone knows your new.i really want to talk to people but I get scared and when I do talk I say something weird.im really geeky 🤓  and I use to get bullied for it all my life so when I moved and started at a new school I hide my geeky side but somehow people knew I liked anime, Manga,star wars,video games and childish cartoons  only a couple people have told me that they new but I think everyone knows I try not to care about what people say about me but it still hurts.i dated a dude from my school I was a freshman dating a junior I asked him out and broke up with him he had this girl best friend and she would glare at me and look super happy at my ex bf my ex was nice and caring and I broke up with him bc he love bombed me 1 day into a relationship I dated him for a week he wanted to get in my pants and show me off to his friends I was his first gf and I knew when we were dating that his girl BFF liked him so I broke up with him and they got together and it makes me really happy that there together 😊☺️.that girl reminds me of my ex girlfriend they had there hair dyed the same way .I'm scared to be openly bisexual i go to school in the south.i just realized I don't hate school I just don't like some of the mean people who go there. I start school on the 5th my bag that I ordered it going to be late  so I'm getting it on the 7-10th and I haven't bought any school supplies.i really want to be a kindergarten they have nap time 😴