(Vent) hating myself and loving/liking them so much i vomit when thinking about it.

Just got back from almost puking in my room. I physically can't think straight today. No matter what I do, Something keeps triggering me today. I want to die so bad. I love and hate someone so badly it hurts. I hate that I can't tell the difference. I hate looking at my frends and not knowing if I 'like' them or 'like' them

Hhhhhhhhhh I'm actually breaking down I hate my life bro.

I almost threw. up awagin while typing this I hate myself fml oh my godsssss.

I HATE ROMANCE. I HATE BEING NEURODIVERGENT. I HATE MY BODY AND I HATE MY VOICE. I HATE BEING POLY. I HATE BEING PAN. I HATE BEING NEBULAROMANTIC FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK.