8/1/2024

August 27th I'll be driving 4 hours to my college for move in. The idea makes my hands shake and makes me queasy, but a plus to this is the fact that I feel like after I graduated all of my friend seamlessly slipped from my life, slowly leaving one after the other. I'm not sure if this is at my fault, but if it is I'm really not sure what I've done to deserve this. 

On a lighter note new school means new friends and I get to spend my time taking classes that I actually care about. I've already got some friends who will be attending my school, but I hope to make more. They all already know I'm sorta crazy but it's okay. I've got a single dorm because of my physical and mental health issues, I think it helps that I cried during my meeting with accommodations(did not mean to). I'm also not going to be attending a huge school, so I won't be overwhelmed by the sheer amount of students. Actually, most class sizes are smaller than those at my high school! 

I work a lot up until the time I leave for school, but that just means I'll have more spending money when I get there. I've been saving up a lot for things for school including clothes! This weekend my work is doing one of their "employee 50% off" weekends. Our normal discount is 40%, but it also stacks with our in store sales, so I'll be buying some more clothes for back to school. I also want it to be known I don't have a lot of clothes at the moment which is while I will be buying quite a few things! Trust I am not the overconsumption final boss. 

I'm getting very excited and very anxious for all of these life changes. 

Maybe I'll write another blog post later, but we'll see.

-Shvtterbvg