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SXIZIDBUNYS BORIN LIFE :p
౨ৎ I know the title is misleading but.... this is gonna be my main blog I will update when I remember like a personal journal (thats what most blogs are for) except not TOO personal!!! maybe ;-;
I will start this soon when my first day of sophomore year starts since I have nothing to talk about since its still summer break for me unless...
I'm most likely gonna use code names or not I don't knowwww!!!
<<Aug 17, 2024>>
I started school Aug 9th so far ITS HORRIBLE. School is the top most horrible shit to ever be invented... well the reasons it was made are reasonable but its the way people act and treat each other, who tf in their mind thought it was a good fucking idea to put hella insecure jelous horny teenagers in one building?!?! I mean im not sure how but there has to be a different way of schooling that can be done to prevent all this retarded drama. NAHHHH ITS THE KIDS PARENTS FAULT!! LIKE BICTH FUCKING TEACH UR KIDS HOW TO FUCKING ACT. i just hate everyone in it like god fuck.
I have class with this one guy I had past experience with and golly man I hate seeing him worst part HE AINT EVEN CUTE!?!! Can't blame me bro its my school there's no good looking people there except for jumping beans, and blacks. and a couple whites and Russians and germans.. there's on German he's pretty cute ngllll but he's like a senior now I believe? IDFK but my emo ass doesn't stand a chance anyway :p
OH AND my classes are all ig but I swear this year the teachers just went straight into work and projects like GEEZ CALM UR TITS BRO?!? I am all missing so much work and like idk I am trying and paying attention just to fucking unmotivated... :( I know that's not an excuse but god I just wanna rot and curl up and die school stresses me out so much I wish I could just do online school without having to deal with all the social stuff about school like I swear, but my retarded ass would NOT pay attention actually... I think since quarantine I've deffenitly matured 100% more to the point I would cause I now know what my priorties should be I mean I know I value other stuff more than school but I deffintley like idk...
OH ALSOOOO Im leaving "TCC" like idk the community is so ass now and its not even about just being interested in it like now its just full of teenage girls idolizing and wanting to rub cooches with them. Im aware its always been kinda like that but its getting worse yk!?! I mean if im being honest in the beginning of my tcc shit I was deffintley like being stupid and being all like "chat he's kinda cute" which like cure some can be but don't make the reason why ur in the community just because you think of them like romantically like especially because they were genuine horrible people sure they have a history nd reasons but idk man... its just too much for me so I decided I should just peace tf out im still open to having people from the community as friends and stuff and im still very much interested in it but it won't be as extreme?!?
but yeah guys that's the rant for today ill try to update more :3
-suizidbuny ౨ৎ
<<Aug 25 2024>>
^math rock is genuinely fire brah^
IM SOO BOREDDDD I HATE SCHOOL ITS SUNDAYYYYYY!!!! *sob*
There's nothing to do in my shitty ass apartment goddddddd!!!! I hope someone in my school gets monkey pox spreads it to 3 other people and then it shuts down again just like covid because I rather would have online again than this shitty ass boring days that's gonna keep going till im 18 and out of fucking high school. Life is so shit and boring it genuinley has no fucking point unless ur a fucking genius and actually has a future instead of an emo fatherless untalented whore!!!! all I do everyday is
wake up at like 6:30-7am get ready either take a bus if im done getting ready early or ask my mom to take me. I get to school wait inmy 1st period till the bell rings for school to start in that class I have a friend thank god and shes in two of my other classes, after that class I go to my 2nd period I see the guy im still stuck up on because I genuinely liked him and feel like caca as the teacher yaps (in that class I have like 4 missing assignments already sit the third fuvking week GODDDD) and then lunch if im lucky my friend Noni will be hanging out with me and we just walk the halls or go to a classroom since im scared of going to the cafeteria that's outside since I am in California. then homeroom its fine its wtv. third period its chill ig the teachers nice but he makes us put our phones ij a bin and bitch im a fucking fein for my phone but fourth its so fucking cold in there I sit there quietly and the guys that sit in the table with me are saying stupid jokes that are not funny just fucking homophobic since my teacher is nonbinary. Then after that period the bell rings for us to leave school (we only have two class periods lunch and homeroom the classes are so fucking long) when I leave school I try to avoid everyone I don't like if I see one ill walk slow and stay behind till they leave. I take a bus home, either the long way or the short way depends on how bad I wanna go home, I get home bed rot hit the Nic at least 100+ times till I sleep, scroll on reels (@g0onerbong36 *WINK*) wait a long time for my BEAUTIFUL MAN TEXTS ME :33!! (he lives nowhere near me he's 5 hrs away but trust guys... sighhh) he's so cutie but he like has white a following on TT and it makes me a little jelly that other girls be saying stuff but like I genuinely cannot be mad because like hoe what? you aren't even dating so yk I try to not be so fucking bothered by it it only like 1/100 times makes me wanna yell into my pillow. BUT YEAH GOD I HATE MY BORING ASS LIFE I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO MAKE IT NOT BORING DUDE...
SIGH... I feel stupid for typing this since no one is ever gonna read it but its nice to pretend like when we used to pretend we were vloggers yeah, so ugh man what the freak...
ALSO I didn't realize how hard it is to leave tcc because all the mutals you've connected with and stuff and the topic still gets me a little giddy cuz it was a genuine interest and not like a form of me wanting to be edgy even tho I can admit at the very very very beginning it was kinda that but EUGHHHH... but I still love the topic of horrible shit so intrueging, that's why I also love the show Dexter sooooo much its so good. so so so so so so so so so soossoososoososooooo good.... My eyes hurt im tired but I can't sleep.
That's honestly all I have to say for today actually im fucking sick again I have two big ass cranker sores and an another one that is getting bigger and I hate theme I get them a lot due to my low white blood cells ( I have neropenia or some shit)
I hate getting theses ores but they won't go away and I don't eat so ic ant take my antibiotics it hurts so much ima piss myself dude.
UGHHHHHH Sxizidbuny OUTTTTT
EDIT: MY MOM SAID IM NOT GOING TO SCHOOL TMR LETS FRICKEN GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
-suizidbuny ౨ৎ
<< Sep 1st 2024 >>
HAIII!!!
I haven't slept yet and im waiting for my mom and aunt to wake up so we can go to the thrift, im in AZ atm and the thrifts are actually good here I put my makeup on so I can't take a nap so im just gonna watch a bit of dexter till they wake up hopefully they don't wake up late because I really want to go to the thrift we were supposed to go yesterday but I was the one that didn't waken *SIGHHH*
I feel like my page is so boring again but I have ZERO (day) idea what to add like it just feels like something is missing like I wish I could add more interactive things those make me so happy like a lot. Im not sure what to talk about I just felt like typing.... uhhhh.............................................................................................................. I mean ill give a haul maybe if I find anything really good and awesome!!!! My aunts cat scratched me so badly her name is negra... like a black woman in Spanish, shes gray with some black?!?! IDK!?!?!? My aunt used to have a white cat named tampon. im kinda thirsty... ugh
OMG I FORGOT I HAVE SCHOOL ON TUESDAY AGAIN BRO!!! I HATE SCHOOL I HAVE TO REPEAT IT SO MUCH LIKE I GENUINLY HATE IT SO SO SO SO SO SOOOOO MUCH BRO OMGGGG... all my teachers are so ass actually my chemistry teacher is cool but he takes our phones away </3 Im a fein for my bitch ass phone ngl I have very addictive tendencies I don't even smoke weed a lot I've only gotten high 5 times and I always just have a slight raving for it. Im also a huge Nic addict which uhm idk how long it will take me to go clean from that I genuinely start tweaking!!!
OH I was gonna write about this but I never did this is some past stuff but it bothers me so much, I was in this horrible friend group during freshman year. like really bad, to sum it up they were manipulative, Neo n@zis, they force fed me snails, held a knife to my throat, threw me around, blah blah they beet up a homeless man.. they were juniors
but in this group there were two other guys in my grade, one which is the one I had a thing with before they cut me off in a weird ass way... lets call himmmmmm... anteater me and him we one day we went to guitar center then I went to his house and then we hung out ten the next day I went to his house again to do homework but we ended up taking an edible making out and he played guitar for me and dudenik it sounds corny asf but HES SO FUCKING GOOD AT IT LIKE IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL!!! I forgot what song it was don't even ask... but then I got grounded because my mom found I was high but the next day I still went to his house and then made out again and then days later that friend group cut me off and cried to him and then I got in trouble and my mom went through my phone so before she could do that I deleted everything and like... I never talked to him ever again.. I still like him even tho he's ugly asf.. and he wasn't into me like that he just wanted to make out with me but nothing real, god boys are so ass... but I have a class with him and it makes me feel so uncomfortable like bro saw my melons :<
but uh anyway im watching dexter as I type and im like where him and Lila are getting close and omfg I hate it like poor Rita... shes so nice and stuff and dexters being an ass emotionally and just cheating in general like what the freak man I know you don't have empathy and you kill people but ima fight dexter. like I wish they could've like made Lilia the love interest to begin with or something idk ugh I hate when shows do this. anyways im getting bored of typing so ima leave and maybe yap more later :P
-suizidbuny ౨ৎ
<< Sep 3 2024 >>
Lil face rev :3
my hair is red but you can't see it because of the black and white filter I have on :P
IM IN CALI AGAIN!!!! I had to go to school today but I got so anxious this morning I threw up again so I didn't go, BUTTT I have to go tomorrow!!! D:
I wanna have a Tumblr again but Tumblr gives me such a weird feeling in my stomach but I liked all the photography and shit but my bold Tumblr is the reason why so many people hate me because I was on tcc Tumblr and it was a lot... I was also on self mutilation and like uhhhhhh I used to be such a bad person due to the people I surrounded myself with I don't have much to talk about I just wanted to do a lil face reveal
-suizidbuny ౨ৎ
<< Sep 15 2024 >>
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BessieBlackmail
hi omg your account is so cool! can you bmf?, if its okay!
THANK YOU AND YES OFCC!!! you seem so cool as well!!!! :3
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