that one friend

(VENT??)

so i recently found a post talking about a girl and her obsession with making everything about khs and i have some friend who is exactly the same so uuuh i wanted to write about her. 

i'm a trans guy and tecnically she, let's call her D, is a trans fem, but she never uses the correct pronouns on herself, she doesn't have a new name and sticks with her male name but makes her whole personality on being trans (not kidding, once we had to make the classic thing of drawing ourselves or something that defined us and she drew the flag but with the wrong order of colors) and her tik tok user was smth about how gay she was. 

she mentions sex and how gay she is even if we are talking about little kids (4-5, she told a idk 5-6 year old "nice ass"). 

also, one of my friends is a lesbian and questioning her bisexuality, and i'm pansexual (D doesn't know I'm trans and i don't plan on telling her.) and she also jokes a lot making homophobic jokes, even tough she is a part of the community (i think) those jokes aren't funny. 

i actually went trough a shit phase and yeah, it was hard and i needed to vent to someone, D did not care and continued to vent herself. The multiple times I tried, she just turned the thing about therself.

She had a pinterest acc where IN FRONT OF US she posted how no one love them and how her friends didn't understand her IN FRONT OF US, AFTER SHE SPILLED ALL THE DETAILS OF HER TRAUMA.  yeah, she was raised in a kinda toxic household and her dad sucks, but that's not an excuse to be an asshole to everyone? Bc her mum is the sweetest thing in the world and she just keep saying that her parents suck and blah blah blah. 

Look, i'm sh free for a long time now, but trust me, i wasn't good at that time. So once, we were at class, and she told me smth like "I cut myself with a scissor, i'm so depressed!" and then she showed me idk a scissor cut, those that don't make shit. And i had my arm full of actual sh scars with a fucking cuter. And once, after i told her about my own sh scars she changed the subject. She changed the fucking subject when i was telling her about how bad i felt and shit. 

I had a kinda traumatic incident with her after some messages that led me to block her in all the social media due to a breakdown she provoqued in the texts, so after that, while i was checking her account to get some videos that were mine and i deleted, and the blocking her, i noticed that she had changed the profile picture and idk if it was something related with me but uuuh she loves victimizing herself :(

sooo that's it just a dumb vent :)