Because of what I did on my old account

If you know, you know

But yeah, I originally joined spacehey to have fun and make friends. Back then, my idea of humor was just “say shocking thing=funny”. I geniunely don’t want to be like that anymore

I actually didn’t used to be like that at all, until I started hanging out with a certain group of people off spacehey. I’m not trying to pin the blame ALL on me being influenced because after all I still have control over my own actions, but whenever I felt a bit hesitant towards certain types of “humor”, a person in that group, who was 18, would always say “You’re only upset over it because you’re young, when you grow up you’ll realise that nobody cares about this stuff that you think is ‘offensive’” -obviously this person was wrong, but I really was influenced into believing that whenever I found something offensive, it was because of my age and I was being just being a crybaby about it. And I was only surrounded by people who made those offensive jokes, so obviously I wanted to fit in

It was never my intention to hurt anyone, and I really feel guilty for the people I made uncomfortable. I can’t look at some of the screenshots cause they gross me out, and I can imagine how disgusting it must’ve been for people that those posts were directed towards

There are differences from when I was on here before!!! I took a break of a few months, and I’m going to therapy now, back then I wasn’t. I also realised from that whole thing that I was spending too much time online, so I’m trying to fix it. “How do we know this apology is genuine?” because I’m not gonna behave that way anymore

I’m sorry to anyone that had to read my past bulletins, or that I made uncomfortable in any way