tuesday 30 july 23:23 i'm so depressed rn

hi i'm vicky call me victoria or something,i'm from thailand and yeah this is my first proper blog i guess
in two days i need to do a scholar ship(?)exams i'm not sure how does it called in english but it's the test you take so you can go to exhange in other country for free about 3 or 4 weeks i'm bad at grammar and shit at vocabulary,i really want to make my parent proud but i'm scared i can't do it i'm trying my best right now to read and watch some books and vids about vocubulary and grammar so i can pass the test bro(it's stressing cause they choose only 5 people from all over the country that sign in for the test oh by the way i'm going to japan i'm hoping the test won't be too hard ? ;-; good luck my self
i'll be updating the progress until the day and i'll update again after the results came out

wishing my self the best luck ! (i wanna go to japan so bad i wanna learn about the cultures)