mental state is starting to get higher

GOD WHY ARE THESE IDIOTS ALWAYS JUST HARASSING ME SO WAHT IF I DID THAT SO WHAT GOD YOU'RE JUST SOME LOSER WHO EVEN SPREADS CHRISTIANITY WRONG I JUST SHOULD'VE KILLED MYSELF THAT DAY BUT I TOO MUCH A PUSSY TO DO IT GOD NOTHINGS THE SAME ANYMORE!!!!!!!!