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I'm so tired of being alone, constantly feeling empty and not alive. All I do is listen to music, watch YouTube, read ff and manga, sit within 4 walls and hate myself. I only went out with my friend once this summer... 5 years ago I wouldn't have believed that this could happen to me. I want to be active so much, enjoy things, communicate with people! I live with the thought that life is one, and you need to live it to the fullest... but I don't know what to do.
Please help me
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LEE
i'm sorry you're feeling like this. summer always makes me feel pressured to have the most fun i can have and i feel infinitely worse when i don't do anything.
you enjoy watching youtube and reading don't you? or are you doing these things out of habit instead of doing them because you like the activity? maybe you should try contacting a mental health counsellor at school, if you have one, or consider seeing a therapist. even if you don't "feel" mentally ill. it just helps to talk to a professional sometimes, i know it helped me.
i hope you feel better soon, man. my IMs are open if you wanna chat :]