I DID SOMETHING

I've built a giant closet/drawer before with my aunt, but now that I moved into a new place I built a bed on my own! I enjoyed actually being able to work on something new for once that didn't require too much of me.. AND I FEEL HAPPY, because I was doing something efficient and not yk, rotting hahaha.

I always feel a bit guilty when I do though, knowing there's books on math and traffic rules I have to read, when I end up just watching a series instead lmfao. It's like, being hyperaware that "if I don't read that book, I'm never getting a motorcycle!!" And then I get super dissappointed xd

But I'm trying to work on it! Trying new things and helping people out when I can, that's something. And it me how many things I haven't really tried before in life. I really enjoy being outside, in nature, not specifically walking a lot like crazy xd but like, the scenery gives me peace... and apparently building furniture gives me a sense of fulfillment xd. I might try getting into building small stuff as a hobby :D

(I'm fr turning into a 5 yo building lego lolol)